4/2/13
Morning
Twitter is saying that the judge and attorneys are in her chambers. Twitter said Travis' family got called back into chambers.
It is now 10:15 in AZ, and still no court. They came back at 11:19am
Jodi has a very snarky look on her face today. An ugly goldish sweater on. I think she trimmed her bangs over the weekend.
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| HA, I'm so glad that juror is gone! I have power |
Wonder if the juror was dismissed because of this?
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| Craziness in the Jodi Drama Saga (posted @MDS by user: cocopop) |
Alice is still up. Palin is up
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| Oh, I'm gonna sling some mud today |
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| This sucks so much for them! |
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| It must be terrible watching you brother get bashed. |
The Hughes Email EX 562- Jan 29-31- Alice is explaining what the email says. (email not shown in court)
Palin asks for an approach after the state objects.
The Hughes was discussing how Travis had a past with women and told Jodi to move on. Jodi then talks to Travis about it which in turn, Travis sends the Hughes an email.
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| No words can probably express how they feel at the moment |
The email between Travis and Chris- Chris is suggesting to Travis that he mistreats Jodi, has a bad history with women and he's a big flirt. Chris doesn't think Travis is really interested in Jodi at all. The email with Sky to Travis- I guess they thought Travis had a bad history with women. Travis also talked about a woman named Brandy in the email. Travis treated her bad. The Hughes liked Jodi. (Feb 1-2,2007, Jodi showed up at Travis' house at 3am in the morning-so basically the day after the email)
(JM is objecting every time either Palin or Alice opens their mouth. Yep, there will be no kid gloves from JM today when dealing with this bunch)
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| JM is making his list and checking it twice.. when he gets a hold of Alice, it's not gonna be nice |
Feb 7, 2007 Email from Jodi to Travis- EX 563- Alice thought this email was important b/c Jodi had a talk with Travis. Jodi felt like her and Travis connected, and things were cleared up, and they bonded. Things are cleared up between them. Jodi had hope for the relationship after that. (Weird because Jodi said her and Travis became official bf and gf on Feb 2) (this EX was not shown in court)
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| I'm so smart! |
Valentine's Day-Underwear and shirt.
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| Picture taken on June 12, 2008. Yes, that's after Travis was dead. |
Feb 18, 2007- Alice says they are an official couple. EX 438- Email. (It is so weird that I was asking for page 1 this morning. LOL) I guess Alice said- Jodi said that Travis didn't want Jodi to date a bald jew.
This is the email that Jodi BBC'd Travis and Abe. (Thanks to MDS users: skullzandroses, sneakers the wonderdog, and wasthinking for the screenshots. Would like to thank Lorizfree for providing me with great links)
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| EX 438 |
Feb 18, 2007Hi AbeI'm writing you for a few reasons. Let me get the more trivial ones out of the way first. I tried reaching you by phone during the week without any luck. Probably because I've been calling at ridiculous hours of the night after I'm off work. Like the last three months, I find myself once again near the end of the billing cycle of my cell phone, out of minutes, and paying through the teeth to talk on the phone during daylight hours. But I digress. The reason I've been trying to reach you is to let you know that I was listening to the online version of "Never Before never again" at freedomvideos.com (?), and some thoughtful jerk laced a voice over on Mr. Stonecipher toward the end of the video. He says "there has never been a better time or a better opportunity than right now at Pre-Paid Loser" I am not joking. That's what you hear. If you want to hear it for yourself, go the video. It's about 11 minutes and 45 seconds into it. Just thought I would make you aware of that, since you use that on occasion for your prospects.
The other, and more important reason that I am writing to you is regarding our friendship. You have been a wonderful source of information on many levels, and I appreciate your insight and perspective. I'm glad that we met, and I'm glad we are friends. But after considering a few aspects of our friendship, such as the conversation we had the other night revisiting the dream you had to the hug we exchanged at the last AFT in Anaheim. I think we should re-think our conduct toward each other. I know that between you and me those things are simply gestures of a functioning friendship between a couple of single individuals. Up until recently I've considered myself single, and I never would have considered it to be inappropriate or even given it a second thought. Although I'm not married and I'm not Travis' girlfriend. From now going forward I feel that you and I should keep a friendly distance. I'm certainly not suggesting that we ignore each other, but even something as simple as a hug can be misconstrued as something it is not. You and I and everyone are hugging everyone else in this business. We are like a big family. So it may seem somewhat like a foreign request on my part, but you're a pretty savvy guy, so I know you'll understand.
I'm aware that you like me, and you've made that pretty clear. I'm flattered by that. I hesitate to tell you all of this only because I am reminded of the stories you've shared with me about women taking it the wrong way (like when you prospect them, for example). Your internal dialogue is less than friendly ("Look, lady. I didn't ask,, and I'm not interested in you anyway!") So in considering that, please know that I'm not assuming that you're still pursuing me or that you see me as some kind of prize that you're striving (??) for. We rarely talk outside of PPL events, and I am fully aware that you have a life completely outside the realm of "Jodi" which involves a blossoming business, a large social circle and network of people, and most likely many other female interest as well.
You already know that I'm seeing Travis. I've never divulged many details about our relationship simply because I consider certain details to be sacred and private, and should be kept between him and I anyway. I know I've told you that we are not in a committed relationship, but regardless of our status, I care so deeply about his. I often ask myself, how would Travis feel about this? Or, how I would I feel if Travis were doing what I'm doing right now with someone else? In fact, this reasoning has been a compelling force behind all of my actions, decisions and conduct as of late.
Now I'm sure you're already aware of this, but when we hugged at the Grove a few weeks ago, my intention was nothing more than to warmly greet a friend and business associate. But I've since given this further thought and I've asked myself, would I have acted the same if Travis were there that day? In truth, I would not have. And this leads me to question my own character. I don't want to be inconsistent, especially not when it involves something and someone that is so important to me. Granted, human behavior is often modified and adjusted under various circumstances. Everyone does this, it is natural. But at this point, none of that matters to me. What matters to me is how that which I am accountable for would make Travis feel. I care more about him than I ever have. His happiness is of cardinal significance to me, and his feelings and opinions I value more greatly than gold.
I didn't write this email to expound upon my secret worship-Travis-agenda. I only wanted to clear a few things up, if not for you, then for myself. For I'm sure you already "get" all of this anyway. But at least now I've said it, and I can rest easier knowing that we are on the same page about things. I think you're a great person who's never had a single bad intention toward me, and I appreciate all of the time you've taken to impart to me your knowledge, perspectives, and experiences. I will certainly see you around at events, to which you bring a lively energy.
Take care until then, Jodi
Palin asks for an approach.
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| Don't forget us. We are still here. |
Alice says that Travis was jealous, and that's why Jodi wrote the email to Abe.
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| I bet he is saying Skank over and over in his head as he looks at Jodi. |
May 10, 2007- Puss sex. Jodi stopped Travis b/c she thought it was a sin (LOL), and she didn't want to do it. Travis pushed her head down, and she had oral sex with him. (Jodi said on the stand that they had full puss sex on this day) but now Alice says Jodi said NO.
The jury will have a security. Judge tells them to wait to be escorted out.
Lunch
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| My fog is rolling in. |
After lunch
Alice back on the stand. Palin still up for the defense.
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| I'm feeling happy with myself today! |
June 2007- Diary entries. June 5, 2007- EX 564- Jodi talks about listening to Travis' testimony about his father. Jodi was touched. That's why she was in love with him. She talks about how she feels close to him. Jodi was worried about certain things. Travis flirts with other girls and doesn't introduce Jodi to people. They both feel lucky to be with each other. Alice says they are both attached to their faith (Yeah) (this diary entry was not shown in court)
June 10, 2007- diary- EX 566- Jodi and Travis go out to karaoke, and Jodi sings "my guy" and Travis likes it. Jodi feels special with Travis. (this diary entry was not shown in court)
Travis cheating on Jodi- in June 2007. Jodi confessed that she looked at Travis' text messages. Numerous sexual text messages. Jodi texted one of the women and said "Jodi cuddling with Travis" to the other woman. Jodi still wants her trip so she doesn't bring it up until after the trip.
June 24, 07- EX 566- diary entry about law of attraction and God. Alice watched "The secret" so that makes Alice an expert on the law of attraction. They break up at the end of June (which was June 29,2007, or so Jodi said) They also talked the day after they broke up. (this diary entry was not shown in court)
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| Watching this movie will make you an expert too! |
July 2007. Jodi moved to Mesa. EX 567-diary entry July 27, 07- it's about trust. Jodi looks at his text and Travis continues to see other women. Alice said Travis is providing no reason to trust. Jodi feels stupid. Jodi blames herself. Alice says you see that a lot with victims of DV. (this diary entry was not shown in court)
EX 568- Email- July 27, 2007 from Sky to Travis- Sky is saying she's sorry she can't loan Travis $4000 but she can give him (cliffhanger) (this diary entry was not shown in court)
Approach Judge
Did Travis asks others for money? Yes
Baseball game- July 28, 2007- Jodi went with her "friends" AKA Rachel.
Palin asks for an approach
Baseball game- Travis' birthday. He wanted Jodi to spend time with him. Jodi leaves the game. Travis refuses to pick her up, and Rachel has to take her to his home. Jodi bakes him a cake.
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| The message she left Travis |
Alice thinks he was controlling Jodi and guilting her in to doing stuff. Alice says Jodi cared more about the relationship than Travis does (really....no shit) Now Alice is talking about abusive relationships.
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| This message proves Travis said mean things to Jodi, right? |
Recess
Mid afternoon
Alice is still up. Palin is still up for the defense.
Aug 2, 2007- EX 569- diary entry- Jodi loves Travis a lot. She thought he was great and hanging on to that.
Making out with another woman- Jodi left as soon as she seen Travis kissing someone else on his couch. (this diary entry was not shown in court)
Palin asks for an approach
Wine break
Jodi told Alice that Travis was upset with himself. Travis was hitting his head in the wall.
August 13, 2007- EX 570- Diary entry- Jodi is suspicious when Travis is kind to her. Jodi starts out saying Travis sent her a nice text message. Jodi is becoming "Numb" about how she feels about Travis. Jodi wants the good times back. (this diary entry is not shown in court)
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| Travis was so mean to Jodi. See that abused face she has on? |
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| Or is this the real Jodi's face? |
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| What about this one? Do you murder somebody and have a face that's bored? |
Aug 17, 2007- EX 571- Diary entry- a sexual experience Jodi and Travis had. The have puss sex for the first time (NO< NO<NO May 10 is the first time the have puss sex) Travis leaves after the fake sex. (fake is my word) Jodi doesn't feel ashamed, and she feels GREAT. Jodi didn't mind committing a sin. Jodi felt good having puss sex with Travis. (this diary entry is not shown in court)
A couple of days after Aug 17, which would be the 19th- Jodi talked to Rachel and told her they had oral sex. Travis says he has been in trouble for this before or so Alice says.
Ex 510 (this is in evidence) - Aug 26, 2007- She's glad nobody reads her journal. She loves Travis. She's not going to let Travis say anything bad about Rachel. Travis doesn't like Rachel.
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| EX 510 |
Sept 11, 2007- Email- EX 572- Email from Travis to Matilda Evenson. Travis wanted her to send him pictures and drool over them all day. There were pictures that Alice has seen of the woman. Travis was also in a relationship with Lisa. Travis was not being truthful to several women. (this email is not shown in court)
Sept 13, 2007- Entry- The trip with Dess, Dan, and Travis. Havasupai. It's the stupid backpack story, I guess.
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| Travis at Havasupai |
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| Travis at Havasupai |
Approach judge
Sept 13, 2007- The backpack fight.
Alice also read a interview with Dess about how Travis was clingy with Jodi during the trip. (not shown in court)
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| I'm really sick of hearing about the the stupid backpack!! |
Sept 23, 2007- Lisa's email to Travis EX 385- Lisa is uncomfortable with making out with Travis. Travis talks about sex to much and he grabs her butt in public. (this is the high school drama email-and even Lisa admitted that one the stand with JM) Alice sees patterns of behavior of aggressive sexuality. Possessive. (Huh, sounds like she's describing Jodi) (Lisa read this email out when she was on the stand)
There are other women that have said Travis always needs compliments. Alice sees deception going on with Travis. He's a liar b/c he's says he's a virgin, he has money, other women, etc..... Alice reviewed other text messages between Travis and other women.
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| Jodi never wanted compliments either, right? Sure looks like she does when you look at what she left on Travis' myspace. |
Travis' women: Christhella, regan, nicole, denise, chantella, maria, deanne, jodi, lisa, matilda, christa.
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| Deanna |
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| Chantania and Jodi |
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| Jodi compares Travis to Adam in the garden of Eve |
Sept 27, 2007- diary- Jodi writes a list. EX 554- 5 things Jodi was grateful for. #1 Travis. (entry not shown in court)
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| "Travis, you are going to be mine" |
Deanne and Travis emails- Deanne wanted to be paid back (not shown in court)
Approach judge
Jury has to leave for 5 minute recess
Late afternoon
Oct 3, 2007- Travis owed somebody money. (that was all that was said-not shown in court)
Oct 6, 2007- EX 576- Diary entry- Jodi writes how Travis says Jodi has became like Deanne Reed. Jodi thought Deanne was crazy and jealous. Travis would make Jodi drop him off around corners (LOLOLOL) Travis is comparing Jodi to Deanne is what Jodi says in her diary. Jodi doesn't think she's crazy or jealous at all. Jodi says Travis is on crack. (no shit- You are MUCH WORSE than Deanne, Jodi. Much worse.) Jodi wasn't jealous, but Travis was jealous. (This diary entry was not shown in court)
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| Jodi, no matter how crazy Deanna *may* have been, she will never equal up to your level of craziness. NEVER! You have her beat there! |
Oct 7, 2007-dairy entry- EX 576- Motherhood- Jodi is attending a talk on motherhood. Jodi wants kids and wants to be a mother and good wife. Jodi is still hoping is what Alice says (I thought Jodi said Travis proposed to her?) (This diary entry is not shown in court)
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| I'm sure Jodi would be Mother of the Year Just like Casey was! |
Oct 13, 2007- EX 577- diary entry- trip. Balloon fest. It was a good trip. They ate alligator and frog legs. (this diary entry is not shown in court)
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| Poor Travis. |
Oct 2007- Travis sends Lisa an email reassuring her. (this email is not shown in court)
Approach
The email- He tells Lisa he dealt with Jodi. (that was striked from the record, but it was still said)(sorry, but this is such BS right now. Actually all day today has been BS. Alice is just bringing in a bunch of hearsay. Hearsay from a known liar. A known diary liar too)
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| The whole diary entry from June 10-17 |
Tuesday 12:50 am-ish June 10, 2008Dan Freeman just called me. I was excited to hear from him. I immediately began to say how I might be making a trip out there soon and he softly responded w/ yes, I think you're going to have to make a trip out here soon. Then he told me. It was about Travis. But he couldn't really tell me anything. He just said something was wrong. I don't know what's going on and I need some answers. I'm praying that there has been a mistake. I tried calling his phone. Nothing for the first time I've called, his voice mail box was full. For some reason Disneyland keeps flashing in my mind. At night. Maybe because that's the last time we were there. I called Brint Hiatt's number over & over. Nothing. I'm going crazy and I feel so helpless being all the way here in CA.
Tuesday 3 am June 10, 2008This is horrendous. The most awful thing I've ever had to deal with. I am in total shock right now. It hasn't fully hit me. This can't really be real. This just can't be happening. I spoke w/ Bishop Layton. He confirmed that Travis is dead. What happened?!? Travis, what is this?
Wednesday 6-11-08So I've been numb mostly. But last night was extremely hard. I broke down as I finally bought myself around to going to bed. It was 2:30 am. I wanted so badly to call Travis, but knowing he wouldn't answer was too much to bear. And knowing he wasn't calling me anytime soon was just killing me. I broke down as I climbed in bed, and cried and cried & cried until I fell asleep.
Thurs 6-12-08It just feels like he hasn't called me in too long. I hear him singing, I hear him laugh.Friday 6-13-08Norman-Servery-Mums, or Mummerus (sp?) got her flowers today. I sent 20 white Irises. Travis always told me that like the name Iris for a girl. That & Hinckley, Regan, or Megan. I'll take Iris, thank you very much. He liked Ivan for a boy's name. If I ever have a son, I'll name him Alexander.I miss Travis more then words can say. It's weird, I was getting so used to communicating less frequently w/him, finally building up other areas of my life, but his passing has bought up so many things, so many old feelings. It almost feels like I broke up w/ him again, and thus the separation, I don't know. I just don't know. This can't really be real...
Travis,I have so much to thank you for. I'm grateful that I ceased the opportunity to do so on so many occasions, being aware that you were a "words of affirmation" kind of guy. Thank you for all you've done for me. Thank you for opening your home to me more times than I could count. "My refrigerator is you refrigerator"Thank you for all of the time you called me up in the early evening and told me to go outside and look at the sunset.Travis, this can't really be real. I know you hated that kind of thinking. After we broke up, I stopped wearing the CTR ring you gave me, but it's back on my finger now. I didn't have the slightest clue that when we met at the Rainforest Cafe that you'd have such a lasting and profound impact on my life. It seems fitting that we should meet @ the Rainforest Cafe, being the enviromentally forward people that we are. You care so much about this planet, always encouraging us to take care of it, reminding us of its role in God's eternal plan.Thank you for believing in my skills as a photographer and an artist.
Tue June 17, 2008My little brother's b-day. I'm having yet another surreal experience sitting here on the floor of the family room of the Freeman's, w/a most unlikely combination of people: Dan Freeman, Tammy Kind, Aaron Dewey, Aaron Mortensen, Diana Lilly, Ash Lesbard (SP?) and another guy I don't know. What's more is we're all sitting here with Travis. Robb Report Magazines strewn (sp?) about the floor, thumbing through them. It was Dan's idea to do so. It's difficult to look at the same covers that I've gazed upon in the previous months while being @ his house. It brings me right back to his kitchen, where all of the mail sat on the island. This feels like I'm going to wake up and it will be one of those random dreams filled w/ random people and symbolism I could only attempt to interpret.
Tonight I went to the police station to give "elimination prints" The guy who took them is LDS, so is the main detective. I wore my BYU shirt and he asked me if I had been to the "Y" Proudly, and w/a tone of sentimentality, I said Travis gave me this shirt for Christmas. It makes me cry now, but I don't want to be dramatic, so I 've got to keep my composure, especially in front of these people. I write the word "Christmas" I used to write or text "X-mas" but Travis told me last year "don't write that, think of what you're omitting. He was refering to the word "Christ". Since then, I spell it all the way out.I keep seeing superstition Mountain. It loomed like a beautiful giat on the horizon today as Aaron Dewey & I drove to the church, where I was scheduled to meet Bishop Layton of the Desert Ridge Ward. We had a really good heart to heart. He didn't judge me. Aaron told me that it would the right thing, and I'm glad I did it.
Travis once told me I would make a good missionary. I love Travis. I miss him. I just want one (the end)
End of October 2007- Alice says Jodi and Travis argue about everything. He shakes her. He pushes her and she falls to her knees. Travis called her family names. Carl the gay. Jodi is claiming this is the first physical abuse.
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| Carl has a gay name |
Oct 26, 2007- EX 578- Diary entry- Jodi is getting over Travis. She's quick to fall in love but slow to fall out but she believes she is finished with Travis. Jodi feels like she's becoming a shadow. (this diary entry is not shown in court)
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| I'm taking my wonky finger back to my cell. |
Court is finished. Back tomorrow at 9:30am
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