3/7/13 Day 30-Jodi still up. An explosion at the end!

3/‎7/‎13

Morning
Jodi is wearing a red shirt. Hair is down. She is up on the stand. Juror questions continue.

Jodi

Continued from yesterday..

159.  You've made comments about understanding and coming to understand. How? 5 years have passed and she gets far away from it now (or something like that) I understand now that I made excuses for him.
160. Where people involved in helping you come to terms? Yes, Religious people
161. Who are they? Church people
162. How do you not remember things from the murder day, when you remember other great details? Only when Travis screams at her. She has a timeline wrote down in her diary that she goes over now.
163. Is there anyone else that knows about your memory issues? I think I have an excellent memory.
164. Did Travis' roommates ever hear the fighting? IDK

Zack the roommate

165. Did anyone else hear? Yes. Dan and maybe- Dess

Dess, Dan, Jodi, and Travis

166. Were you ever physical to Travis besides when you killed him? Uh, maybe. I may have pushed him
167. Was being choked stressful? Yes
168. Why do you recall the event so clear? Oh, I don't remember after I passed out. Jodi  was thinking about the dog

Who? Me?

169. How do you recall the fog moments? I don't recall clearly
170. Why were you afraid if you killed Travis in self defense? Because it's not okay to take some body's life.
171. What happened to the gas cans after the road trip? They went back to her grandma's house. (Poor OG didn't even get his cans back)

Poor OG

172. Fog and shaking- Do you always have a reaction when someone corrects you? I do now.
Is this the same reaction if someone yells? Yes, for the most part.
Have you raised your voice? A million times

173.(This is a three part question) Pain of sex and using the KY. You said there were other reasons. What are the other reasons? It helps. "IT" makes it better.
174. Why didn't you just scream for help? I did scream. I'm sure I was screaming on June 4th.
175. EX 164- What was the date and time stamp? Jodi reads it out
(This is the porn pictures of Jodi. They are easy to find on the internet uncut)

Jodi porn

176. If you were scared, why would you let Travis tie you up? Travis was in a good mood.
177. Was Travis tied up at any point? No
178. Did you see any Injuries on June 4th on Travis? NO

Blood? What Blood?

179. Were you concerned Travis would read your diary? Yes
180. Why were you okay with leaving the bad entry in your diary? Jodi is talking about how the date is wrong
181. Why was it okay to write about Travis making you sick/happy? Just going through emotional turmoil with his Pedo
182. After you took the gun, did you do anything like cock, slip of the safety, etc.? IDK
183. Have you had firearm training? No, I never fired a gun but I knew them
184. How far was Travis away when the gun went off? The same time
185. What happened to the box the gun was in or holster? I do not know
186. Did he have ammo with the gun? I never saw it.
187. If Travis lunged, why didn't you move? It happened fast. I didn't have time to think

188. You remember dropping the knife and screaming, but you don't remember taking the gun or knife? It all goes blank after that.
189. How do you explain the blood on your hands and your bloody palm print? We struggled that day.


190. If you were kneeling when you dropped the camera, why did it roll so far? It didn't go far
191. Was Travis sitting down when you dropped the camera? Yes

Shower scene (I think the picture is made by "Wasthinking" at MDS)

192. How did his anger escalate? He was grabbing at me and screaming at me.
193. Was he chasing you after you shot him in the head? He fell over. Jodi rolled and ran.
194. Why didn't you fill everything up at one pump at one time?  Jodi is an idiot and doesn't know how to work gas pumps.
195. Have you sought professional help? No
196. Did you enjoy having sex with Travis? Yes
197. Did he force you to do things? Not all the way

198. Why did you wait for so long to tell the truth? Took a long time to get to this point. She wanted to be dead by Nov 10, 2011. Jodi has seen the light or some BS like that
199. How many times did you try to kill yourself? Just that one time
200. If you didn't get arrested, would you have told the truth? IDK
201. Why did you talk to 48 hours? I wanted to show how great our relationship was.
202. You told Flores- Travis shaved the old fashion way. Did he use the old razor? IDK for sure. Maybe a BIC
203. When did you get the third gas can? She returned the gas can.
204. Why didn't you just run out of the house? It happened so fast.
205. Why didn't you call 911 when you came out of the fog? I knew he was dead

Approach (Judge)
The jury has to leave for 5 minutes

Let's make sure our story is straight.

206. Why would you hypoz. about filling a 3rd gas can? IDK-wasn't my idea
207. You didn't have professional help  but you talked yesterday that you have seen one. Explain? Mental Doctor.
208. Are you still ashamed of what you did? Yes. I didn't want to be a fraud
209. Did you look into renting a GPS with the rental car? It cost more
210. During the TV interviews when you talked about ninjas and Travis yelling-was he actually saying these things? Travis was saying words. IDK what they were.
211. How did you think of grabbing the gun when you were in a fog? It happened fast
212. You said no memory issues, but can't remember stabbing and throat? I have a good memory. It was just a fog
213. Did JM cause you to shake during his cross? Yes

JM is using his hands

214. If yes-How many times did it happen? Opening statements-almost everyday
215. Why should we believe you now? I'm a changed person. I was protecting Travis.
216. Why happened to the suicide letter you mailed to your grandmother? I mailed them and told her to keep them.
217. How could you kiss a man when you just killed Travis? My brain was not in the right frame of mind
218. Were you in a fog when you kissed Ryan? Yes
219. You got off easy on June 4th compared to Travis being stabbed, his throat cut, and shot. DO you agree? Yes physical injuries (I could post the brutal pictures of the way Jodi murdered him and let you be the judge...But I won't post the pictures-They are easy to find)

Travis on June 2008

Jodi today

No more jury questions
Nurmi is up

Receiving the book of Mormon from Travis-  There is no list that list the do's and don't of sex.  Jodi thought puss sex was wrong because Travis said so. Now they are talking about the Law of Attraction (Holy Hell)

Breakups with the Boys- Bobby and Jodi broke up and got back together many times. (There was one juror question about Bobby and ex boyfriends-but they are determined to talk about the shit again) Victor- her parents let her go to Costa Rica. It was a short relationship.

Marco, Jodi, Bobby, Victor

Matt- He cheated on her with Bianca. ( OUT of everything in this story-her previous boyfriends are the stupidest parts of this whole story) Matt was like Jodi's brother.

Lunch


After lunch
Nurmi asks for an approach right after a delay.

Jodi during the break reading the letters.

I am so awesome!

Jodi is wearing a black jacket over her red shirt now.

I got this!

Jodi on the stand. Nurmi still asking questions.
Nurmi wants to go back to the breakups. OG- it was just over. (Basically, she met Travis and decided to kick OG to the curb)
Jodi and Travis' breakup-Jodi broke up with him over the phone, but they talked on the phone the next day.
Approach (judge)

Please let this end soon!

The sexual phone call the day after they broke up-Why? He was making promises he would change and that he loved her. Then it got sexual. Travis was nice. Travis was jacking off while on the phone.
Why did you keep talking to him? Uh, IDK. I had low self esteem.

Suicide letters- EX 514-521-
EX 510- Her "suicide" note. She had a break from those thoughts, but she was thinking about suicide.

EX 510

Here's what it said:

8-26-07
I just wish I could die. I wish that suicide was a way out. But it is no escape. I wouldn't feel anymore pain though if I could just stop existing and have my consciousness dissolved into nothingness, and my energy recycled into something else useful, for I am of little use to the world right now, through no fault (but) my own.

EX 522- Diary-Where Jodi talks about how she can't write bad stuff about Travis in her diary or he will get mad. 11-5-07
EX 522-admitted- I guess this entry goes with Jodi's story about Travis not letting her leave one night.

EX 522

EX 522

EX 522

This is what the whole diary entry says:

I just bought a set of colored pens. I read the other day that one can tell a lot about a person by their style of handwriting, and even the color of ink they choose. I figure, if there are colors to chose from, why stick w/boring black, which is why I primarily use blue, but tonight, it's purple. Maybe a few different colors, we'll see.
Yeah, actually, I like the dark, rich blue better.
I was reading Chapter 12 of Matthew in the New Testament and something really stood out. Veres 36 & 37: "But I say unto you that every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account there of in the day of judgement. For by thy words, thy shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned."
2 night ago, I called Travis to say goodnight and right on the onset of the conversation, he made a point in making it clear to me that he didn't mean all of those harsh words he said the other day and that he felt really bad. He asked that I forget he ever said any of those. Part of forgiving, in my opinion, is to forget, to let go. It reminds me of the lesson in RS 2 sunday's ago, w/Jeffery Holland's article "Speak w/ the tongue of Angels"
I find it intersting and tragic and the same time, that once words are spoken, they cannot be unspoken. Even now, even still, I'm haunted by those words, as another statement just popped into my mind. I won't write it down, however, as I've promised to Travis that I wouldn't do so, as part of forgetting it. I guess writing things down sometimes helps me process complicated, emotionally wrenching situations. But. I totally jive w/ Esther Hicks when she said, "Don't talk about, don't write about it." I love the Gospel. Looooove. JA

(Why is new evidence being let in?) (I'm still confused how the hell this helps her at all) Nurmi is taking these entries one line at a time-then he stops- and Jodi explains each tiny detail about what she means.
Now Nurmi is back on Jodi's men- After she moved back to Yerka. Steve Carroll.
Pee Break
They are still on the dating stuff. Now Jodi is talking about eventually wanting to marry and being the dreaded 30. She liked Steve. (Lucky Steve. I bet he thanks God every day) Dickhead John Dixon is being mentioned. He wasn't a church member, though. Jodi put a stop-loss on those feelings (who in the hell says stop-loss) Travis was her best friend. It was complicated. Travis' all access pass to Jodi was fixing to be over. (HAHA, who believes that?)

The trip on June 2- Travis knew she was going to Utah. I guess they are saying Travis was jealous of her going to see Ryan.
Gas Cans- She got the cans from OG. Taking gas cans on trips were common for Jodi after they moved to the desert.
Cancun Trip  and Travis makes out with that "girl" in his home- She didn't know Travis was also dating Lisa.

Lisa

Jodi didn't care about that after she found out. She still had sex with Travis after she found out.

Recording other phone sex-Jodi deleted them after June 4th. They were on the replacement phone.
Travis wanted a 3 way with another girl.

Ms. Lay was picked to be the other girl in the 3 way

Cancun- Jodi knew about the trip for almost a year. Travis never asked Jodi to go. Jodi never asked to go.

Marie Hall-Spring 2008 is when Jodi found out about her.

Marie H

Jodi didn't care because she was still having sex with Travis. Travis wanted to marry Marie and he showed Jodi-Marie's pictures. When? Jodi says early 2008. Jodi says she wasn't jealous. She felt bittersweet. (Motive)
Jodi had a passport-so she could have gone to Cancun. Jodi didn't know he was taking Marie until after June 4th.  Travis told her he was taking the babysitter. A tradeoff for a debt he owed.

Love for Travis- (so much- she killed him in a violent rage) and she still loves him today.
Sex while she was asleep- Jodi was in love with him then. It was an oops. Now Jodi is explaining the types of love!!! (PUKE)
Travis, sex, and anger- Destressing. Relieve stress with sex. Anger and sex= make up sex. Now Nurmi wants to go into more details about this. CD being thrown- (she corrected Nurmi)

June 4th and the bathroom-sex was never an option after she dropped the camera.
The gun- She found the gun in 07. Travis got the gun  (uh oh, she did a big pause and mentioned Travis' dad)

Approach (judge) (now Jodi has time to think of a story on how Travis got the gun)

Annoyed by the lies

We are chilling

Recess


Late afternoon
Jodi is on the stand

I hope the cameras get my good side

The attorneys are talking about the suicide letters. Nurmi wants them in-the state doesn't. The state said the main reason not to let them in-because she's still here. (LOL)

A common sight

Approach (judge)

The gun- It was a secret of who owned the gun.

June 4th- deleting photos- Images are saved on a memory card (Not always. Depends on your settings in the camera's main menu) Jodi did not take the camera with her.
Shaving- EX 503-Myspace photo Jodi took of Travis- Jodi doesn't know crap about shaving stuff.

EX 503

Gun from closet- NOW she does NOT remember if it was in a holster that day.
Cleanup- Jodi doesn't remember cleaning up the closet on June 4.
Gun-Jodi doesn't remember cocking the gun or flipping the safety. Jodi knows gun but she has no training. OG taught her how to use it. She only knows point and shoot.
Where items went on June 4-  Nurmi showed her a picture of the tub. She pointed to where she was at.

I just know they believe me!

The knife was never in her car that she remembers.
June 4- Jodi thought she was going to die. (Please) Shaking-She shook during JM cross of her. Her body was trembling. She hid the shaking from everybody in the court, though (that's nice to know) Shame-What are you ashamed of on June 4th? For doing what I did. (Why can't she just say I am ashamed for murdering him) But now she turns the shame around and says she was pushed to that point. Jodi loves all life (3, 2, 1,...crying Jodi is coming soon)
Lies- the ninjas- (Jodi had to correct Nurmi)
Why should anyone believe you now? Jodi was protecting Travis' ego....oops sorry, I meant his reputation (She really said that)

Defense finished

JM is up

Oh NO. Let me take a drink

Are you going to tell the truth? (Word plays again by Jodi)  Woooo. JM started on her right away.
Pedo?  She told the jury yes she did. Jodi told Matt. (Now JM is bashing on Matt's character)
JM:Are you aware of the statements he made in Jan involving that? OBJECTION
(Matt made a statement on a web site that he would lie for Jodi)

A screenshot of Matt's comments (provided by Justice11 at MDS)

A screenshot of Matt's comments (provided by Justice11 on MDS)

Approach (judge)

Matt is your allie? Was.
Pedo? Jodi did tell a dr.
Approach (judge)

Help Judge!

She did make the statement to the dr about Pedo? (Jodi is arguring about the title of the dr.)
Richard is helping in your defense? Yes. She talked to him 2010.  First JM says 2011 but Jodi corrects him. Isn't it to your benefit to say these things? It's mortifing.
So it's okay to say he's a pedo? Jodi is arguring with JM. I swore to tell the truth says Jodi.
Jodi met Alice later on and Jodi told her about the Pedo. It was to Jodi's benefit to say these things. Jodi doesn't know if she would have bought it up.
April 2008 she told somebody-Matt.  She told nobody else other than the dr. When did you tell the dr? I think July 2009.

Matt

Approach (Nurmi asks)

What was the day you told the doctor? sometime in 2009.
Gas cans-2 cans. Jodi put the gas in the cans and paid for them. The jury asked which happened first? JM: Don't you remember saying you didn't know. (JM and Jodi are having a back and forth with words. It's pretty tense) Isn't it true you do remember the sequence of events in Pasadena? Jodi doesn't remember. (she's being snotty as hell)
Nobody was yelling at you at that time right? Yes
You just dont' remember? Right
Dont' you have a good memory? Usually, yes
Now JM is talking about the 3rd gas can. JM: Why is it you showed up with 3 gas cans in SLC? (BOOM BOOM BOOM)

Jodi's face at that moment

Approach (judge Nurmi asks for it)

Jodi says she doesn't recall going to SLC. Jodi says she went to Mesa with 2 gas cans.
Jodi filled up with gas when she was at Ryan's EX 237- all the receipts at SLC.
Now JM is bring up the WAMU accounts.
EX 523- Bank Statement
Approach (Nurmi asks for it

EX 523-admitted. Bank Statements. She paid 3.85 a gallon=5.09 gallons. (Basically, JM just caught Jodi lying about the 3rd gas can. Jodi had a 3rd gas can) Walmart has NO record of any refund on that day for any gas can.

EX 523

EX 523

Approach (judge)

There is no record of any refund on that day of June 3rd. That surprises Jodi.

Walmart

The right finger-

Approach (judge)

Right finger- No paperwork was filled out b/c it's a small business. Jodi thinks they are a small business. JM: didn't they have 13 at the time? I thought it was just a few.
(we all knew this story was BS) Jodi told the mgr about the injury. Jodi only asked him for a band aid. (poor Jodi is bleeding A lot on the stand right now)

EX 506

EX 507

JM: you have a good memory, except for that. (yeah, Jodi was a little uh)

Court is over until the 13th @ 10 am.

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